Thank you so much Deery I was in fear I was the only one who was concerned about this
Besides the loss of these kitties which was a personal and a historical one the fact Kittycats refused to help me or make this a special case did something with how I experience having KittyCats till today.
From having fun only I've seen an other side as well I wished I haden't met.
At this moment I decided for myself I can consent knowing i've done everything I possibly could to fix this.
The mixed feelings didn't go away though KittyCatS! has hurt me big time with this.
P.s. I love your seemingly simple retreival request that warms my heart really
And it shows once more the kittycats love isn't about money but for some people, myself included, Kittycats are just very touching with their own little "personalities" it seems :-)
I think this is exactly why this whole affair has hurt me like it did.
Promise me to show me your smokey if she ever sees the grid's daylight again!